THE NOTEBOOK

I do not know how it is that I had not seen "The Notebook" before tonight; maybe it was not the right time. Tonight was perfect. All the tears that have been suppressed for so long finally came out during the last half hour. I never had a problem crying when I was younger...ask ANYONE! Somehow, I lost the ability over the years and they just stayed inside, multiplying. The ones that came out tonight were not just small drips or free flowing ones, but rather the kind that blast out from your eyes in every direction as if fueled by a monsoon. I'm talking chest heaving, head splitting, almost waking up the kids, full blown asthma attack tears. Yeah, they were THAT GREAT! With everything that I have not dealt with coming out in those tears, I can honestly say that I feel so RELIEVED now.

Could I be back on track?  It's a start.

Now, would you please excuse me while I run to the bathroom to wring out my shirt? Well, that is not an accurate inquiry, since...

1. I don't run.
2. My bathroom is 20 feet away.
3. I am 5'11".

Do the math.

UPDATE..... I was just watching Bonnie Hunt and she had Deepak Chopra on as a guest.  I admire him so much.  I have read some of his books, but obviously haven't followed all his advice :)  Anyway, he said something amazing about healing...

"The tears of laughter are chemically different from the tears of sorrow."

So amazing about the human body and the mind-body connection.  How else can you explain my AWESOME BIRTHING EXPERIENCES???
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